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Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:40 PM Before you start to judge me, remember this, U don't know me, U don't know what I've been through. U have no idea what made me who I am today.... so ask me if you want to know. do not say behind my back or whatever. if you do i also don know. jus don let me catch u red handed. i warn you.!
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:10 PM remind myself
-Heal my broken heart -Change my attitudes/personalities -in terms of maturity, characters and lots more ba. not change, but out shine my potential and reduce my negative sides. -change my appearance BE HAPPY EVERYDAY~ Last blogged @ 10:59 AM Am i happy? that you are back tgt? or i am sad coz i know i begged you to stay with me till the day i forget you since you are going ns. I am so selfish. i know that you have no feeling or no love for me. but i want you to be with me. love without feeling is .... one sided. i don want to see any one suffer. i know what i should do.
Last blogged @ 10:17 AM Dying is silly idea. coz it couldnt work if .... therefore i am not going to it anymore.
Monday, August 29, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:03 AM To you,
if you are reading this. i promise you! This is the very best i can. Is to try..................................
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:40 PM All the happy moments with you... have to be vanished into thin air... I have to face the truth. and it hurts.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:37 PM my next targets/ aims:)
Get a 13 inch macbook pro or iMac, Travel to taiwan (15 sept to 21 sept)- confirm Achieve first class honour for bsc banking and finance but first ( 3 aces among my first 4 modules for yr 1) Get a new wallet.(kate spade or prada) Buy the novel book (emily giffin-sister buy for me^^) ... Heal my broken heart Change my attitudes/personalities -in terms of maturity, characters and lots more ba. not change, but out shine my potential and reduce my negative sides. BE HAPPY EVERYDAY~ Last blogged @ 12:17 PM Can you die from heartbreak?
i was reading the september issue CLEO magazine and i saw this article that emotionally traumatic experience can hurt you in more ways than we think - it could hit you straight at your heart even if you're healthy. The broken heart syndrome is a sudden weakening of the heart muscle triggered by emotional grief such as a breakup, rejection or the death of a loved one. individuals might ave frequent chest pain, irregular heartbeat and shortness of breath. "if you are recently been through a heartbreaking incident and have taken an emotional toll, look out for symptoms such as shortness of breath, loss of appetite, nausea and frequent chest pain. check your doctor. it's better to be safe than sorry" =( this scare me, when i read this article. cos all the symptoms matched me. Oh My!. No wonder i alway have chest pain and shortness of breath when I am down. I am at risk~ :'( Last blogged @ 2:47 AM tonight i wont be slping alone. i have company=))). hehehe. I am very happy=) coz today i am very lucky. even through huishan shower and she saw the lizard. but when it is my turn i did not get to see it. so hack sia. I am lucky. hope my luck will last long and stay with me forever =))).
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Last blogged @ 5:08 PM i know i am not mature enough.. but in order for me to heal my broken heart. this is what i can do. unfriend you. if u don realise what i did, this show that u don even care or notice what i am doing. see you in 2 years time. Wakin' up to find another day The moon got lost again last night But now the sun has finally had its say I guess I feel alright But it hurts when I think When I let it sink in, it?s all over me I?m lyin' here in the dark I'm watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot And all I know is You?ve got to give me everything Nothing less 'cause You know I give you all of me I give you everything that I am I?m handin? over everything that I?ve got 'Cause I wanna have a really true love Don?t ever wanna have to go and give you up Stay up till four in the mornin' and the tears are pourin' And I want to make it worth the fight What have we been doin' for all this time? Baby, if we?re gonna do it, come on do it right All I wanted was to know I?m safe Don?t want to lose the love I?ve found Remember when you said that you would change Don?t let me down It?s not fair how you are I can?t be complete, can you give me more? And all I know is You?ve got to give me everything Nothing less 'cause You know I give you all of me I give you everything that I am I?m handin' over everything that I?ve got 'Cause I wanna have a really true love Don?t ever wanna have to go and give you up Stay up till four in the mornin' and the tears are pourin' And I want to make it worth the fight What have we been doin' for all this time? Baby if we?re gonna do it, come on do it right Oh please, you know what I need Save all your love up for me We can?t escape the love Give me everything that you have And all I know is You?ve got to give me everything Nothing less 'cause You know I give you all of me I give you everything that I am I?m handin' over everything that I?ve got 'Cause I wanna have a really true love Don?t ever wanna have to go and give you up Stay up till four in the mornin' and the tears are pourin' And I want to make it worth the fight What have we been doin' for all this time? Baby if we?re gonna do it, come on do it right Give you all of me Give you everything Give you all of me Last blogged @ 1:28 PM i lose weight. from 38kg to 34kg O.O. 4 kg gone! SIGHSSsss
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Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:42 PM I'm remorseful......
Last blogged @ 6:13 PM went to explore my SIM portal website and I saw this. So it is confirm that i am starting school on 22 sept. >,<. should i leave work on 21 sept or 17 sept which is a saturday??? hmmm. i do not know~~ someone help me decide.!!!
 I would like to exchange 10 years of my life to erase 10 months and 12 days of knowing you, if i could!:'( Last blogged @ 3:16 PM i think the coming months n years. i will only facing books n books. gathering with frenz will become lesser or might reduce. coz xy and sokteng leaving to UK for study and exchange programme (at least 6 months). huishan and the rest will be busy with sim and ntu studies. blah blah.. no one except the girls eventually will like to talk to me on msn or on sms me. i normally initial the conversation first~. i want to be love n care too:(... sighhh
Last blogged @ 7:20 AM last night i slpt quite early. between 9 to 10 pm i think. was too tired. before i slp i went to xiexue blog n saw this new product call the ChocoMarvel! it is for girls abt to hv their period.. helps in discomfort during period like cramp n also helps in pms such as depression n anger:/. hahaha. in chocolate flavour like not bad sia. she mention it was 19.90 at wastons. but i lazy to buy them... hope my period will come any soon.coz i hb serious pms for very long le. ><.
i dreamt abt you in my dream. end up i woke up late. did not hear the alarm clock on my phone~ using my 20 mins preparation skill, i am able to caught 6.30am 257 public to work. still report to work quite early. now i am sitting on my desk, blogging~
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:48 PM  Last blogged @ 6:28 PM  Last blogged @ 6:00 PM i never change my blog skin. but i change my blog link. from "iheartyou-eliz.blogspot.com" to "hopefaithlove-eliz.blogspot.com.
i hope to achieve what i want (study), faith me myself (become a better person that everyone love) and i put love at the back coz right now love is not my priority. i am aiming good grades in uni. therefore, in mind now, only study study and study. jia you eliz, all the best~ :)
Monday, August 22, 2011
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Saturday, August 20, 2011
Last blogged @ 3:48 PM SCREW YOU! ASSHOLE! I DON WANT TO KNOW ABOUT YOU. I DO NOT CARE! I DO NOT BOTHER! THIS IS IT. I HAVE ENOUGH.
Last blogged @ 12:06 AM i know i am greedy. but i want to watch movies(new one), play badminaton, go sing karaoke so much... if only i have company for those activities. sighsss.. it could be fun!!!
i think i did something bad:(. i need to someone to talk to. normally i will call him, coz he was my love. if i still have the right to do so, but i think i don deserve it... i really need to say our my problem...hais~~~~. what can i do, god!!~~~
Friday, August 19, 2011
Last blogged @ 5:52 AM back to work.....
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Last blogged @ 5:38 PM the script - for the first time. the lyrics ~ Last blogged @ 12:43 PM Reading the comments/posts we wrote since the past till now (tweets)... things changes a lot. especially feelings toward one another. back then i think was a bad girl asking for nothing just as a friend. but you are deeply in love and was trying ur best but you were also tired of hanging and wanted to give up. Time flies and now we are back to square one when everything is where it started. No feeling no intention no interests no commitment no missing no hanging no hurt no pain no tears and no <3. Sometime i do have the image when we are back then (your feeling toward me was so deeply and my feeling for you NOW will to put into that situation... we wont feel the pain and enjoy each other's love). many thing like fights and arguements will be minimise. cause we wanted to be with each other, and those things will not seperate us apart. but it was just my own wishful thinking. maybe it wont work at all... people change, mindset change, expectation change, feeling change according to situation blah blah blah... all this have cause misleading, break down communication and broken promises. we do not talk about our problems, worries, daily life and kept secret within each other. i have the phobia of sharing my problems and worries to a guy, cause not every guy understanding what i am thinking.. they eventually think i am complaining and nagging over the relationship, leads to fight over small stuff. this apply to you. what is not yours, will not be yours no matter how hard we try. the amount of cares you show and said have being covered/ overtake by the amount of judgement we apply for the person you loved. therefore, we do not see their positive side, only the bad part the person. below is the quote i just to love a lot and i posted it on fb and on my blog several times. You judged me from thinking that i do not appreciate your love back then but eventually i was afraid to fall in love and fall out of love very fast. which i told you before i am not ready.... i judged you that you do not care and concern about me back then but eventually you did all you can, just that you are not an expressing person. Your little action shows but i was too blind to notice them. You judged me from my personalities, which if you love me you will compromised me and love me. i judged you from your personalities, that clashing with my personalities. (both of us are stubborn, ego high, give up easily, immature.... blah blah). but i did not spend the time to understand your personalities and compromised you. Overall, i was just a girl who want all the attention from a guy who promise to love me and will not hurt me no matter what happened, do not betray me, loyal to me and i can trust him..... hence, i hurted myself from all my own wishful thinking and never actually deeply in love with the person i was with....... till he leave me due to all the pains he had. if i loved you, i will give in to you everytime we argue, cause i can use the time to love you rather than pick a fight with you but i did not. Now i think about it, i realised that i wasnt that deeply in love with you. i thought i was "deeply" in love but i was just in love with a you. Overall, you were once in love with a terrible girl and she is difficult to handle... (the rest of the part i cannot summary for you, as it might be more than what i think of.... this part will be fill up with your own words in your mind_______________fill in the blank_______________). everyone have their right to say things. Basically this post was not to blame or point out the mistake, or faults we did. it was just my deep thinking in my inner mind trying to write into words. if this words express myself clearly enough, it was a meaningful post eventually.:)) I think this quote is very true. If a person is always judging and putting others down and pointing fingers, then they can't possibly show love to that person, because they're too busy criticizing. There are many people out there like this, and they are no good to other people. Before these people judge, they need to keep in mind that people will treat us how we treat them. i treat you very bad, you treat the same. i judge you, i being judge too.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:58 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR XIU YING! even throught i knew her for less than a year. we have always have topic to talk about regardless of bgr, studies, religious or even friends. GOSSIP is our past time. shopping too. I would really miss her.. when she went aboard for her further studies. but no matter what we can still stay in contact.=D. friend always forever~ clarissa have always enlighten me with life experience that i cant hear from my other sides of my girl friends. she is consider the expert. but she is a good listener too. today celebration even through was tiring for three of us. coz we worked. but the time spent together was well spend. we don need expensive, posh resturant or party or surprises to enjoy the celebration. just sitting down and enjoy each other present is enough. sometime your present brighten me! hopefully, u keep ur promise...
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Last blogged @ 9:23 PM  Last blogged @ 9:12 PM tday office very cold. or it is just me. :(. had mixed veg for lunch. very hungry so i finished them all. meet huishan for dinner at jp. while waiting for her. i went to look for xy and amanda's presents. end up i waited for huishan then i bought their gifts. Had a full dinner =D. satisifed!. spent ard $150 for two presents. ><. hope they will love the present i choose for them. love huishan . xoXoxoo
Monday, August 15, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:12 PM why am i crying over spilt milk.... its' no use to do so, elizabeth...
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Last blogged @ 9:47 PM
  adele- dont you remember When will I see you again? You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said No final kiss to seal anything I had no idea of the state we were in I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness And a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head But don't you remember? Don't you remember? The reason you loved me before Baby, please remember me once more When was the last time you thought of me? Or have you completely erased me from your memory? I often think about where I would roam More I do, the less I know But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness And a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head But don't you remember? Don't you remember? The reason you loved me before Baby, please remember me once more I gave you the space so you could breathe I kept my distance so you would be free And hope that you find the missing piece To bring you back to me Why don't you remember? Don't you remember? The reason you loved me before Baby, please remember me once more When will I see you again? Last blogged @ 8:53 PM   WHERE DO I TAKE THIS PAIN OF MINE?
Friday, August 12, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:26 PM  
Rawrrr Things ♥
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:06 PM temperature increasing.... just a kiss good night
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:40 PM This few days I have been busy with my grandfather's wake. First two days went home very late and woke up quite early. Last night stayed over there. Most of them sleeped in the living room. The maid said she was asked to wake up from her sleep by my grandfather ><. He asked for coffee, cause everyone were too tired that we forgotten to make the coffee to serve him. Tonight, of all us were in the ceremony. It was actually a long ceremony including walking and sitting and walking and sitting. Not so much of kneeing, which I expected. The last part of the ceremony was to burn the paper mansion, paper car and paper money to my grandfather. Tomorrow all of us need to wake up quite early! Home sweet home. I miss my bed. even throught I can sleep last night but I was still distracted from my sleep by "his image". yAwNnnnn~ Is time for bed. Navy and my sister planned to sleep in the masterbed room. My mother never come back with us. So I will be sleeping alone again. like always~. I'm fine with it. I want a bigger bed => good nights and muacks xoXoXo~
Sometimes they take people, and they don't say why, sometimes people leave and they never say goodbye, sometimes there are no second chances to say I love you, sometimes there are no next times, sometimes you lose someone and you feel like your heart has followed them to heaven and sometimes there is just nothing you can do to make the tears stop. RIP to my beloved dad and grandfather.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
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Saturday, August 6, 2011
Last blogged @ 5:06 PM I guess no one is actually reading my blog anymore. sad~. should i close this blog or jus occasionally blog it?
To myself: When have I ever laugh out loud that cause me to cry for happiness?? hmmm. I forget when. But i am sure it was quite sometime back then. To you, if you still regularly view my blog: Many of my first times and yours we never do. but i hope the lists of first times we shouldnt forget it.=) (the post i posted back in 30/3/2011 added new first time. flash back memories: first thing to do tgt.(for me or its for you) - Go clubbing at zircia/rebel - Go clubbing at zouk - Drink Shots together (for the first time) - Play Luge at sentosa together (first time) - Went hard rock cafe for the first time - Went Botonic Garden for the first time (For me) - Went Marina Sands Skypark together (for the first time) - Receive rose of flowers for my first time - Went Woodlands waterfront for the first time (For me) - Made Tiramisu cake for you - Went batam and genting together (holiday vacation just with my bf) - Went to take the Singapore Flyer (For both of us) - Attend my bf graduation ceremony for the first time (For me) - Did my full body massage spa with my bf for the first time (For me) - Ride the traditional bicycle for the first time (for me) - and our first time ................................
let me hold/hug you for the last time is all i wish. Last blogged @ 4:54 PM I think I am a fool, a childish, stupid and naive one. time flies plsssss. i have try my very best. this is all i can give. not enough then i am not enough for you.
Last blogged @ 1:22 PM cold shoulder. cold treatment~ sighssss
Friday, August 5, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:06 PM
Can you ever find a home? I've been looking for that someone, I'll never make it on my own. Dreams can't take the place of loving you, There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. How long will I be waiting, To be with you again Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. More and more, I start to realize, I can reach my tomorrow, I can hold my head high, And it's all because you're by my side. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When I hold you in my arms I know that it's forever I just gotta let you know I never wanna let you go Cause when you look me in the eyes. And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. Oh Last blogged @ 10:13 PM A good boyfriend doesn't hide his emotions, he shares them with his woman so they have a mutual understanding. Communication is key.how I wish you shares those with me.......emptiness Last blogged @ 10:01 PM  Last blogged @ 6:19 PM   sighhh!! i am sian ttm. I think i missed my period.><. but i started to feel hungry easily. can't go do brazillian, cause i do not know when are they come. haix. Maybe due to the late period. I am feeling very sick and restless. cuts my 3 finger with all the sharp papers and knife. ='(. headache is causing me to get fed up easily. so painful and make me moody. no mood to do anything. last night i vomited with water =( stomach bloated with air and make me nausea. =(. i am very very moody and crazy at times. pls understand. Last blogged @ 12:14 PM  Dear time, if it possible that you pass so much faster when I have to wait for something? awwwwwwwwwww! i need a time machine. my braces is making me crazy. faster i need to remove it. Last blogged @ 6:37 AM Let’s make it easy. Just make it easy... I don’t wanna waste your time. I’m just stating all the facts try to keep you on my one track mind. I want to release me. you wouldn’t be the first to think it’s gonna last. Cause If you’re gonna write a love song. I don’t wanna hear one. Save it for someone who likes it like that and if you are looking for a girlfriend you can start your search. when you’re watching me walk away I won’t come back. I want to hear you say my name. But not over over over over over over again - quoted from wonderland
Last blogged @ 1:48 AM i am suffering here and you are doing nothing. when you chased me, i am the jewel stone. once you have me, i am a waste jewel to you. use le do not want. i am like a toy. bored with the toy. you go wait for yourself. I treated you so well. go your house find you when you are sick (most of the time). give you massage even if you never asked. went down to your work place and waited for you for an hour more. give up my sleep just to talk to you when we just met. love you and listen to your problem ( be there when i can). have I push you away?. Have you needed me most, i neglected you?. your stupid self centre feeling have torn me into many many many pieces. I have told myself to change for the better. but I am sad while i trying to change. You make me sad and cried. ='(. my depressed all once again rise due you. I have to be stay firm. Just now while talking to you on the phone, make me realise the unimportant "me" to you. I know you are tired. so am I. plus I am sick. you can pretend that you do not care. I am just a thick skin person, telling you trying to hope you will ask me how's my work while you actually do not care or concern.
This few 10 months I do enjoyed the good times together. If you do love me and want me back in your life. You should do something about it. NOT ME! this is only giving me heartaches and rejection feeling.
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:21 PM Yeah I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you to talk to whenever I wanted. Now can I do this way?
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
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Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Last blogged @ 9:28 PM Boy: is it in?
Girl: yes. Boy: how does it feel? Girl: it hurts, but i really like it Boy:ok let's see if this shoe comes in a bigger size . awww! =p gotcha Last blogged @ 8:53 PM
Last blogged @ 7:33 AM heading out to SIM now. I want to sleep somemore. yawnnnn.
 Last blogged @ 12:28 AM  "scissors cuts paper, paper covers rock, rock crushes lizard, lizard poissons spock, spock smashes scissors, scissors decapacitates lizard, lizard eats paper, paper disproves spock, spock vaporizes rock and as it allways has, rock crushes scissors" - big bang theory
Monday, August 1, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:01 PM heard this song on the radio! this song was my favourite song when it was jus released. cause it was from leighton meester =D. so pretty .. enjoyed the song. <3
   Leighton Meester - ‘Somebody To Love’ LyricsParis, France to MichiganLondon town and through Berlin I can’t believe this place I’m in Everywhere and back again Porcelain and China dolls Give me one and I’ve seen them all Got my back against the wall Wonder where I’ll be tomorrow? But wait, now how long could this take? It’s hard to find a man, When you’re gone before he wakes. They say it’s hard to achieve But can’t a girl believe? (Chorus) Is there somebody who still believes in love? I know you’re out there There’s got to be somebody I search around the world But I can’t seem to find Somebody to love (Robin Thicke) Baby girl, there you at Looking at me like a putty cat Wondering where that thing is at Wondering where your ring is at Nobody ever did it quite like this Nobody ever did it quite like you Do your hair, I bought you shoes We can hit the town like superstars do You fall in love? Then let me show you love Give me the key to your heart I can give you what you want When you’re waiting for love And you’re lookin’ for someone I’mma turn this gossip girl into a woman [Chorus x2] Je t’adore, Je t’adore (I love you, I love you) Make a move, do the thing Turn around, strike a pose Je t’adore, Je t’adore (I love you, I love you) Make a move, do the thing Turn around, strike a pose Ooh, I like it Ooh, I need it Ooh, I want it Hey Hey I know it’s hard to achieve But can’t a girl believe? [Chorus x2] (You say hello, I say goodbye) x2 Somebody to love Last blogged @ 9:10 PM
Last blogged @ 9:06 PM Tomorrow need to wake up quite early. need to report to SIM at 8.30am. UOL have those freshman orientation conducted for us. Is a whole day event. from 9am to 5.30pm. It will be a long day sia. I wonder what are we going to do there!. It is organised by SIM-UOL Student Representative Council. The website stated this - There will be many fun-filled activities lined up and new students will have the opportunity to network and make new friends!!
Venue : SIM HQ LT 4-02A (Level 4). I am going to bring my canon s95 to snap some photos with Jaelyn^^ Last blogged @ 12:48 PM  Last blogged @ 12:47 PM just came back home. i failed my btt! again~. o'.'o i don know which part i do wrongly. sighsss, so sad =(
Last blogged @ 7:45 AM I realise i hate social network. stupid fb and twitter.
Last blogged @ 2:32 AM 16 weeks! cant put too much expectation. but i have love for you. no matter how long it takes. i don give up. cause i know, i perceive what i believe in. if i continue to live on my life insteAd of facing the truth of holding on the person i loved. i wont know what really true love is about. moving on is too easy for me. but i cant alway have this kind of life. i will nv learn what is important in my life n the person that make an impact in my life. i do not want to put u under the passerby caterogy. instead someone i want in my life. the path will be rough. but if i am willing to chAnge for the better n the trust for each other are there n always loyal to one another. fate will bring us back again. just like how we met! fate!
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