Sunday, July 31, 2011
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that's pretty little kisses. =( kisses help to reduce stress. thought there's a high % of ppl stress??? LOL

lol! poof!

what's next?  bruno mars!!!

lesson learnt. a real life story is my mother. do not give up on small things and perceived what i believe it.

quote for the day: "i don't give up, just because things are hard." - created by elizabeth teh

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life is really too short to worry about small stuff. every weekend, i went to ah ma house. my ah gong become weaker and weaker. saw my mother so sad =( and she cried. as a daughter, I do understand how's the feeling when your love father very ill and he is unable to continue the path any longer. for my mother case, one year ago she lost her husband (my dad) and this time her father. she must be going through alot of hardship. When i asked her, are you sad? she only stay silent but her eyes become wet. As a daughter, i can only stay by her side. ='( losing someone important is very unbearable and tough. my mother told me to be prepare for the worst this few weeks. if possible, take leave if anything went wrong. i am unwell with all the slpless night and misses.

just came back from the avoid deck, went to burns those money paper. my first time after so long. the last time was when i was very young. so that does not considered. I need to learn those stuff since this is part of our culture.  the whole day stomach keep giving me trouble. up and down. i cut my little finger when i was cutting the egg into two=.=. photos tell a thousand words.

my mother wrap this for me! lol! so ugly

ard 7cm long

new plaster

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loyalty is my motto! no matter in friends or family n is important in love too. heart heart!

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i accidently press the camera. hahaha. with my new glasses.

Saturday, July 30, 2011
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Today I enjoyed myself quite alot. The shopping and tea break at ikea. Power nap in the bus and the firework was awesome! love firework. the moment and memories we spend together will be definitely something keep with me forever. but i cant forgive u.. i cant.....

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i give myself 4 months.. 加油！欣怡！你可以的！

Thursday, July 28, 2011
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do iphone have such thing? if they do, i wont had send those nasty texts to u.~

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demon inside me always win..

shopping list, if i can find and i like the design:


handbag
long cardiagn
skinny belt (adjustable type)
umbrella
glasses (check)
accessories (check)

 

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Wednesday, July 27, 2011
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I heard,
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

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5 YEARS~ indeed long. and still loving like they just dated. they are a sweet couple. Know both of them, izzat and siti. Siti is my best friend in secondary school. She was my partner in girl guides (company leader and she passed down her position to me) and peer in student councillor (she was a treasurer). Izzat was the president of student councillor (cool right) and he was a scout too. Both of them are in same class in JSS too. They are perfect for each other. Since after we step down from student councillor office. They have been officially together till now. awww. Both of them went jjc together. After his national service now, he went NTU to study degree. so does siti =D. I really want to attend their wedding.^^. Friend's wedding!!! sokteng's wedding too ^^ all are so steady and perfect matched for another. <3 is just not my cup of tea....:((( i love to be in love but not the process..

Tuesday, July 26, 2011
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today i had my economic paper. hopefully i can pass.

future, i do not want to think...

Monday, July 25, 2011
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this necklace so pretty~

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Vegetarian Peranakan/Thai/Chinese Cuisine Web: http://www.wholeearth.com.sg/

I wanted to try the food here. some day i will. =)

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This song... i heard from somewhere before. when i fell aslp on ur shoulder i heard this song. but before that i knew this song. ohh. i remember. it was the song i heard in jeju. when i was with my sister and the group of young guys in the warm pool. the live band(one girl and boy singing live) they are so good!. i missed the moment in jeju. the hotel and the services. <3 delicate to you

Sunday, July 24, 2011
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<3

just not the moment yet..

but not now...

the truth is...I miss you..

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I just my lappy.. just to check those... LOL!

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mugging for 5 hours last night. slpt at 2plus. mother apply medicated oil ( zam buk) for me. cos she saw the big blue black on my arms n legs:/. flu again~ sian ttm. feel slpy coz of the flu. left half way to study finish. hopefully i can pass economics!

I want to be the girl that changed everything, the girl that made a difference, that girl that gave you a story to tell......

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<3

Saturday, July 23, 2011
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I have posted this before back in june 11, 2011( the underline). I'll  try to change for many people that concern about me and for my own good. Change to a cheerful and  better person, in terms of personality. no matter, what change i will become.  hopefully, I changed to become a cheerful person with clear thought and growth in maturity. I enjoyed my trip with you all. ^^. see you guys soon, when I am able to face hx with a cheerful smile on me. this is the post i posted "You are my first, so i will rmb. till we meet again, hopfully i am able to say hi to you. but i cant forgive myself for doing it this way. So sorry for the person I became and i broken many promises....it took so long for me to change that cause to fade your feeling for me. I'm ready to try and never become that way again. Cause I am hates who I've been. I will change for the better. You will get a different person by then. by then, we can sit and talk. but not now. i am still the old me." I still have feeling for you and I'll remain unattached till you are ready.

This is the song i want to delicate to you:

Thursday, July 21, 2011
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我覺得自己好沒用, 常常守不住握在手裡的東西. 所以一旦失去了, 我也只能認輸 只能後悔 一點辦法都沒有...... 好沒用！

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杨丞琳 我们都傻歌词

Wednesday, July 20, 2011
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should i close my blog????

Tuesday, July 19, 2011
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Verse 1:
Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spend me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

Chorus:
If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love love love to dance with my father again

Verse 2:
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me(yeah, yeah)
Then finally make me do just what my momma said
Later that night, when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

Chorus:
If I could steal
One final glance
One final step
One final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
Cause I'd love love love to dance with my father again



Verse 3:
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
I'd hear how my mother cried for him
(2x) I'd pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she' s dying to dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream

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Dear dad,
Sometimes it’s too few words, sometimes it’s too great a distance that keeps us from saying what we feel
like. Today it seems you’re a world away and i’d like to say …i wish i could be there and tell you how much you mean to me. I miss you, i miss from the heart and I would like a warm tight hug from you so badly. <3

Sunday, July 17, 2011
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Just because i apologized doesn't mean everything is magically fixed. i just want more from you. i know u let me, cause you care n love me.

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Saturday, July 16, 2011
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there's a limit to everything we do. over the limit, is consider tolerance. such relationship is better off without... seem like this is final....

running nose.. ='(. windy wind.

Friday, July 15, 2011
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You know what I want more than anything in the world right now? To talk to you & to be with you, this very instant.... it is just my own wishful thinking~~~~

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I don't necessarily wanna be the person you wanna be with right now. I just wanna be the person you wanna be with forever.<3... waiting means success

Thursday, July 14, 2011
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Even if we can't be together in the end, I'm glad that you were a part of my life.

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Today, did my ecourse registration at SIM library. Start school on 22 september. Only have two days per week. hehehe =) can have long weekend. Only have lessons on thursday and friday (2 subjects each day). I have my reason to choose this days too.These are the subjects I am going to take for the first year, first semester.

ELEMENTS OF ECONOMETRICS

PRINCIPLES OF BANKING AND FINANCE

PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTING
CORPORATE FINANCE 

Yoga class was alright~. alot of stretching and breathing techniques. good for my breathing problem (chest pain issue).

Kind of weird, messgaging you in such a way. uneasy yet no choice. rather don msg at all. but can't! misery.

I feel like hugging someone. It's amazing what a hug can do..... <3

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There is a "lie" in believe, "over" in lover, "end" in friend, "us" in trust, "ex" in "next" and "if" in life.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011
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Its sad how lots of women rather stay single because they're tired of giving their everything and end up with nothing. - now i know why i always heart broken n never get to settle down:(

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tml is the ecourse registration, but i do not know what to do. I still need to tell jaelyn to read her Sim mail box. GG le. blur sotong i am. :'(. do not know what and which units to choose and the timetable to look out for. sister and navy not coming back. cant ask them to see for me. what modules I am exemption. GG for sure!!! why cant everythin just work out for once for me.... stress stress!!!:(

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i need some drug! listen to kesha- your love is my drug.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011
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i deserve nothing. just my wishful thinking~. don regret when i'm gone

Monday, July 11, 2011
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My new looks!. Medium hair length. hehehe. i love it actually. Tomorrow, going to do my eye lashes perming with sister at vivo city in the evening. tomorrow, have to start my revision on ECONOMICS. MUST MUST!!!!! i love you my sweetie so much!!! your hug and love is my wanted lists <3

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If someone SERIOUSLY wants to be a part of your life, they will SERIOUSLY make an effort to be in it. i'll wait.

Sunday, July 10, 2011
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Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option. this is my problem with relationship. commit too much, but the others side just like this. If you're only an option rather than a priority then i should get out of the relationship. You miss me, but you're not doing anything about it. hmmm sounds convincing....

Bought my canon s95. did not get to take a nice shot yet. NDP coming soon. hope to capture those wonderful firework. as well as photo with my loves one.

You have no idea how I'm feeling, so shitty. thanks and nights

Friday, July 8, 2011
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is not the time to talk.....




is ok, to be not ok. why am i doing this to myself...

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Never again~ :'( running nose. had medicine. waiting for my medicine to take the effect. drowiness n cure my nose :(((

Thursday, July 7, 2011
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i love to have one of this. Really!

The traditional dream catcher was intended to protect us in our sleep from negative dreams,nightmares,while letting positive dreams through.The positive dreams would slip through the whole in the center of the dream catcher,and glide down on the  the feathers to the sleeping person below.The negative dreams would get caught up in the web,and expire when the first rays of the sun struck them.

How the dream catcher is made:
using a hoop of wilow,and decorating it with findings,bits and pieces of everyday life(feathers,arrow heads,beads etc) the dream catcher is believed to have the power to catch all of a person’s dreams,trapping the bad ones,and letting only the good dreams pass through the dream catcher.

And remember…It’s all about believing =P good nights peer and dear. sweet dreams <3 muacks

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I am going to find my baby photo and posted it here. hehehhe. stay tuned~

Wednesday, July 6, 2011
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<3

peace <3 respect

at least, i know how you feel

Tuesday, July 5, 2011
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Shitty things are bound to happen, just remember to focus on the bigger picture. which is i love you. do you?

Monday, July 4, 2011
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feel like puking, vomit!=(

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Morning! I think i am the earlier girl to wake up hahaha. Eventually, I did not get to sleep. Feel unwell and my eyes just cant shut closed. So I decided to do some revision, since I cant sleep and full of energy. Which I wanted to sleep so much. While I blogged, I decided to journal down what I would be study for today. If you think that this post could be a boring one. please shut down and do your own business. As it is my blog, so I can blog whatever, wherever I like =P.
Lesson 1: Mathematics

Below are list of topics on chapter 1
simple alegbra
exponents (indices)
factorisation 
log or Ln
quadratic equation
simultaneous equation
simple functions
inverse functions
composite function
proper and improper function
Trigonmetrical function

Lesson 2:

Topics on chaper 2
Differentiation
power rule
sum rule
product ruke
quotient rule
chain rule
optimisation
profit maximisation*

Lesson 3:

Topics on chaper 3
integration
indefinite integral
definite integral
integration using substitution
integration by parts
integration using partial fractions
Economic application*

To be continued....



Lesson 4: Economics
Indifference curve is the utility curve. Utility is to measure satisfaction derived from consuming goods.
 Marginal utility measures the increase in utility with a small change in comsumption of one gd.
The increase in utility due to the increase in one unit of meal is smaller and smaller. called dinimising marginal utility.
above budget line such that the income is exhausted, hence it must be on the budget line. budget line is a straight line,this rate of exchange is constant. the higher the utility curve.the utility is increasing in both x and y. all want to maximise their utility. hence, the highest level of utility we can achieer, when the indifference curve tangent to the budget line. dy/dx = MUx/MUy =Px/Py

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Sunday, July 3, 2011
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after i saw the twitter, i am speechless. I have nothing to say. i have enough. up to you. i do not want to give a damn anymore. you want have your ego, just be it. Some how, i am your gf. deserve some praise of nice words. I always say you. but i never heard from you before. Maybe i am asking too much. But if i am not pretty or cute. why u like me for. sometime a compliment improve the relationship. I do not want to argue. but u say me till like this. I surrender. I don want anything from you anymore. i don expected anything.

Saturday, July 2, 2011
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Girl: What's the first thing you notice when you look at another girl?
Boy: That she's not you. ❤

This so sweet. the way a guy reply to a girl's question. show how important and precious a girl was to the guy. unfortunately, i do not deserve such good treatment....

i am sad that you talk to me like this, like i have no right to say those things. which part am i in a wrong, to be treated this way..