Monday, June 28, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:18 PM

slowly I begin to like the feeling of the time/moment together.. I really enjoy the peacefully times and moments but with the little small fight on sth sweet or sth that make both of us jealous brighter the bonding well because we care and concern for each other.. =)

Friday, June 25, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:12 PM

Shut Up and Kiss Me Lyrics - Orianthi

You’re too loud, I’m so hyper
On paper we’re a disaster
And I’m driving you crazy
It’s my little game

I push you, and you push back
Two opposites so alike that
Everyday’s a roller coaster
I’m a bump you’ll never get over

This love (love)-hate (hate) relationship
You say you can’t handle it
But there’s no way to stop this now
So shut up and kiss me

Kick (kick), scream (scream) call it quits
But your just (just) so (so) full of it
Cuz it’s too late, to close your mouth
Shut up and kiss me

So shut up!
So shut up!

I call you and you pick up
I tell you how much I’m in love
I’m laughing and you get mad
It’s my little game

Go ahead now, admit it
You like your world with me in it

Like a record, it’s broken
Yeah, I’m a bump you’ll never get over

This love (love)-hate (hate) relationship
You say you can’t handle it
But there’s no way to stop this now
So shut up and kiss me

Kick (kick), scream (scream) call it quits
But your just (just) so (so) full of it
Cuz it’s too late, to close your mouth
Shut up and kiss me

You miss my lips, my kiss, my laugh
The riffs on my guitar
The way we fight, we make up fast
Oooooh yeah …

So shut up!

Love-hate, love-hate, love hate!

Cuz it’s a love (love)-hate (hate) relationship
You say you (you) can (can) handle it
But there’s no way to stop this now
So shut up and kiss me

Kick (kick), scream (scream) call it quits
But your just so freakin’ full of it
Cuz it’s too late, to shut your mouth
Shut up and kiss me

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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:54 PM

Everything is different NOW.

the feeling have changed.
the chemistry between us changed.
there are no bonding between us.
no interest or what so ever.
all this does not apply to me. Is it fair? Is it right? Is it possible to have something ahead of us? Is it a new beginning or approaching the end?

Monday, June 21, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:08 AM

I am so excited yet kind of scare at the same time. Right now is 10 am in the morning, Monday, later in the afternoon I am meeting him. I have talked things out. I want to be together and I don mind waiting. Coz i simply love him. hopefully, he can see my sincerity and come back to me this once. GOD BLESS ME!!!

Saturday, June 19, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:05 AM

Last time I did post this entry, scroll down to view my previous post and i realise some of the fact of Pisces woman are so so incorrect. (nothing to do)


Those in Pink are kind of true only.

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals. She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.


She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. she thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.


A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.

A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie.


She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion,  especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well. Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angel before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.  She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She! likes t o hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her. Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angel. 

those highlighted are so so true for the situation right now.

Last blogged @ 6:47 AM

At this early morning I just cant slp. So I come online see what I can do to waste my time.

Yesterday should be a happy day for me, waiting till the night knowing there was time to spend time tgt yet he prefer to meetup today instead, kind of so disappointed. but somehow I cant control my unhappiness i guess, called him urgently about neglecting me blur blur... Why cant i just endure this small things stuff. I promise myself to control my temp stuff before acting, but maybe I cant. WHY. maybe were the sms that made me some kind of high in temp that I behaved like this AGAIN. hais!!!

NOW, he was so tired to be with me. hopefully it was just some kind of anger ways of saying- does not mean anything. Eventually, I knew something made him to be very stubborn this time, that I cant change anything for what I said now. But i wanted to said to him even through he had heard this so many time.


p.s. forgive me Desmond

Sunday, June 13, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:27 PM

=) =) =)... RATE: 10 stars for today mood.

He and I went ice skating together at kallang. The price quite reasonable, $13 for student with pass and $3.50 for the figure skate shoes. We did not bring our own gloves, so get this lousy and big white gloves at $2 per pair, so ugly haha. Love ice skating coz I am with him, first sport we did together. hopefully more ahead for us to explore tgt. I fell down like two times, my butt now still can feel the pain.. haha.

Right after ice skating, PC show 2010. so many people, dizzy. he make me laugh a lot today. all my worrys disappear into thin air instantly. looking for the next weekend =P. love you

Saturday, June 12, 2010
Last blogged @ 5:17 PM

The next coming 2 weeks I will be having school break. =)

I am obsessed watching you tube video on Disney shows/movies.. ha ha.. I just upload two soundtracks from this Disney movie called " Starstruck". Love this song, Hero.

I realized I am kind of unlucky and easily sick for this "year". so far, this year have a lot of things change for me and I kept going in and out of the clinic.. sick sia.. Need to look after my own health a lot. I begged my mother take me to those chinese medical clinic to have a body checkup, ha ha ha. She agreed and so we will be going Jurong East later at 7pm.

Anyway, the previous post i did deactivate my face book. But, last night i reactivate it. Realize I wanted to be myself, not control by anyone. First to love yourself, in order to know what others want from you.

Saturday, June 5, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:46 PM

Last chapter of my story ended here. I am sick and tired. =(. anyway, i just deactivated my fb. so yea. it is just temporary i guess or maybe not..

i cant slp at night wondering many thoughts in my mind. thinking why why why??? and missing my dad at the same time. wondering why i am treated this way where by love is not always with me. maybe it was my fate to be single forever, maybe..

i am really serious in this love but my mood and temper just simply cant control. now, nothing is beyond my control, he hate me and told me everything was different. so sad =(.. tear rolling down my cheeks. I wish there are life saver line now. (like 50/50, chances or forgiveness). i am really sorry

u are so near, yet the feeling are so far...