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Thursday, March 31, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:01 PM  i cried cause there are too many sad things happened. which words cant explain
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:59 PM  Last blogged @ 11:10 PM Few more minutes it will be 31 march morning. it has being one year since my dad leave us to heaven. i felt sad n missing him every day, but today i am extremely sad. while thinking the time when i was with my dad in ICU. he held my hands make me heart aches n hot tears rolled down my eyes to my cheeks. this will alway remain in my mind. :'( even through my dad love my sister more than me, i still love him. I alway want his attention but in his eyes, my sister was his precious one. i admited that i love my dad no matter how neglect/invisible i am to him.
it has being 3days, but i really wish that you are here by my side with me. i miss u... i miss the warm hug i love to get, the sweet smile that cheer me up, the caring hands of your that fit perfectly to my little hands & the kisses you give me when i am down. your smell remind me of my loved dad. but nt just the smell that attracted me to you. is the way you are that helps me open up to love agsin. everything u did mske me want you more.... i thought you are the last one for me... i thought we will last forever, coz when i am with u. i know i where i belong... but everything is just a dream. dream do not come true, they are just my dream.... :( i am alone, no love, no one to listen to and only saddness n loneliness that can be seem|find from me...... why do everyone have to left me.... i think cause i am a bad girl, i hv to get my punishmemts several times.... but i do know why even you who i wanted to be with for my rest of my life do this to me... i know my heart want you bck, but my mind stop me from being selfish. love me for the happy moments, this is whst i can ask from you....:( listening to "when you are gone". which remind me of my dad. Last blogged @ 10:16 AM flash back memories:
first thing to do tgt.(for me or its for you) - Go clubbing at zircia/rebel - Go clubbing at zouk - Drink Shots together (for the first time) - Play Luge at sentosa together (first time) - Went hard rock cafe for the first time - Went Botonic Garden for the first time (For me) - Went Marina Sands Skypark together (for the first time) - Receive rose of flowers for my first time - Went Woodlands waterfront for the first (For me) - Made Tiramisu cake for you - and our first time ................................ if only there are more thing added into this list of first thing..... but this should be the end of the list i guess...
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:59 AM I know i am in the fault all along. you blame me for saying "boring". which i explained that to use. It was just a misunderstanding. I want your attention and care. Second, you think we often fight. Which i promise you i wont do it again, wont hurt you. which you say you will trust me from not doing it. Thirdly, you just told me about the putting all love and efforts. and i told you to be understanding, and i will show them even more now. Lastly, you say you are stress and tired. So i suggest time out. But you did not ever tell me you do consider the relationship again, you only tell me your final decision was something you don have feeling for me. I never blame it was your fault. It is both parties. I still want you. but i thought by ending the relationship with you. you will be happier without me. i am hurt that you say me this- Your 狐狸尾巴漏出来了! i alway want to sit down with you to talk thing out. but you do not want. if you think i am such a person, i cant say much. but i do not want tis to happen too.....='( i think u must be hating me at this period....
Monday, March 28, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:44 PM welcome to single-hood~ again..... how awful.... i nv thought this would happens to us. i thought we can together for a lifetime. so i decided to be ur partner. i do not know what your frenz told u to do... but i think they do not know me like you do... this is what i can say.... i still want you in my life, i still love deeply but i cant be selfish to alway keep u by my side... i shd let go n set you free....
Last blogged @ 2:10 PM I've been twisting and turning, In a space that's too small. I've been drawing the line and watching it fall, You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart. Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart. Chorus Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you. And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now. It's the better thing to do, It's time to surrender, It's been to long pretending. Theres no use in trying, When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore. You pulled me under, If I had to give in. Such a beautiful myth, That's breaking my skin. Well I'll hide all the bruises, I'll hide all the damage that's done. But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone. Ooh don't missunderstand, How I feel. Cause I've tried, yes I've tried. But still I don't know why, no I don't know why. III dont know why...... whyyyyyyyy! Last blogged @ 12:01 PM A girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her. ~ Marilyn Monroe
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:29 AM  I think 5,8, 10, 11, 13, &14 are the one I tend to never follow =P. must correct this Last blogged @ 11:28 AM Ｐｌａｎ Ｓchedule for this few months
Friday, March 25, 2011
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Thursday, March 24, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:44 PM  Tomorrow 25 March 2011. Final Exam results come out. I am so scare =(.... all pass please =( Last blogged @ 12:21 PM It has being a very tough week for me. I am glad you are back. But I can see is only half or some part of you is with me, not your full (everything). Last time you have being giving in a lot and I have being enjoyed receiving the love from you. Which I did not really apprecipated it. but after the recent incident, you told me that I have not being treating you good and said hurtful words to hurt you (Which I did not mean it, I did not know how to convey what I want to say across to you.) Now you have slight change/different compared to last time, but I can see it is a big different.
I wont give up this relationship because I haven put in all my efforts & everything to create a better environment and relationship for both of us YET. if i give up now, I think i will regret a lot. Even you change, I think it is for the better right =). Is like a test for me to pass! I can do it man. I am ELIZABETH TEH your baby. never fail a test before =) except for driving. Opps! This is the time for you to enjoy receiving love and care from me =). What I promise to you, you have my words =) I think suddenly sth hit hardly on my head, which make me realise the important of you around me. That's why I wanted to patched back even through the future ahead of us will be tough and rough. Cause, I know we can overcome anything if our love is strong and nothing will break us. and one thing, was i never say i do not want go into the same religious as you. Just that i am not ready for anything big in my life=). You will know when i am ready. Thanks for the opportunity/chance to prove to you that i will be a better gf now, and I'll keep fighting for what you want to be tomorrow. I don't really care if you hate me, ignore me or give me the cold treatment, it's nice to know that you take time out of your busy day to talk and think about me. ^_^. You've got three choices in life; give up, give in, or give it your all. Your choice..-My choice is to give it your all to my sweetheart. -what about you? =) In a relationship, it's always quality over quantity. It never mattered how long i loved you, but how much i loved my sweetheart<3 
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:45 AM  so that i can fully commitment to you, no regret no doubt.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:20 PM i am jus stupid thinking that you will come back. If you are sure our relationship and the love you have for me is deep and nothing will break it, you wont feel that way. No matter how long you needs you still have doubt about the feeling toward me. you lost the confident to love me. where is your confident?
Last blogged @ 9:11 PM I am able to watch the video you send me. Love you so much too =). Muacks! <3. You are best! Last blogged @ 12:12 PM These days, I haven't been sleeping. have being staying up late, playing back myself leaving. I really miss your tan skin, your sweet voice. So good to me, so right and how you held me in your arms that night. The cold came, the dark days. When fear crept into my mind. You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye. This is me swallowing my pride saying I'm sorry for that night. <3 this is from taylor swift lyric and i love how she mentioned about her love toward the guy. I edited quite a lot^^
Monday, March 21, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:41 PM Tomorrow will be a better day:)
Last blogged @ 6:22 PM  Last blogged @ 2:25 AM  And I guess that day have come~
Sunday, March 20, 2011
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Saturday, March 19, 2011
Last blogged @ 3:04 PM All these precious moments, With you by my side Must be a gift from heaven, Thats holding me all night. I dont know how i found you, I'm thankful that i have That i have a love so true, To hold to keep to share. All my friends around me, Say you'll be gone too soon Baby, i'm gona make them see We've found our way back home. In my heart, I can no longer hold inside All of the love i used to hide. I'd always be with you until the very end. In this world, There is no place I'd rather be You are my life my soul, my world. And through it all, i know you'll come to see We'll always be, Till the end. Last blogged @ 1:35 PM In a love, people come and go. no one will eventually stay throughout the whole time. there will be down and high in very relationship. no matter how good they love each other. there would be a point of time (obstacle) they have to overcome in order to success. but some rather run away from the situation or avoid it from even happening. I guess we are in this situation. U expected that i would be like this. I never thought about it and when conversation cover the sensitive topic. I am out of words to express how we do/do not want to talk about it. it is the future not now. but i know future also mean from now till the future. we have to move towards the future. I know religious matter, I cant say much. I don know any. But right now, I am not prepared for any. so if you push me to the limit for me to make this decision. I think about it from this moment of my life (young). I do not want to commit to any religious. If this is what you do not want to hear from me, which i cant say it out to u.
I am glad to know you <3 =)
Friday, March 18, 2011
Last blogged @ 5:29 PM What did i do for the whole day! woke up at 12pm. Good Life i guess (someone told me before). Cause last night can't really sleep. Order Mcdonald delivery - my DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER. =) yummy. While eating, I continued the brides war movie which I did not finish watching. After Brides War, I watched tinkerbell movie. Decided to watch it because of the DAY!. Anyway, I really love walt disney movie. Good at cheering me up, which I need it so much! Everytime I watch disney movie, I would feel the joy and happy or felt better for the day after some arguments or unhappy incidents. 4.30pm, I have to do my house chores. Which I promised my mother I will do,and this was the daily chores I do, since Monday. Have being at home the whole day, need to do some house work anyway. First I sweeped whole house mooped the whole house,cleaned the computer room table,shifted my laptop to the diner table, washed the dishes, folded my bed sheet and my sister one and downloaded my tinkerbell movie on great fairy rescuse. I completed all this in 45minutes. Am I pro or what! =D Good Job Elizabeth, Well Done! Crap! I am talking to myself again. HAHAHA. Anyway, I realised I love the moment alone and the feeling of freedom. no control, no restriction and even no worry. But those moment sometime are kind of bored. But when i have plan i am just fine. Second day of my period, mood turned to slightly better than last night! A rough day I can say. I guess I have changed. I felt that I am no longer the old elizabeth I just to be. I just did not know what exactly i had changed. trying to figure it out for the period of time.
My cousin said my aunties would be here at around 6pm. I guess they would be here any moments =). I have companies for the weekends =) cheers. Everytime I blog, I wonder does anyone read my blog? Do you, you, you and you read my blog. I mean you! Whoever I love, loved and concerned in my life. If does, I am glad =). Cause I know that I can stay connected to you. Stay in touch, and stay true. Love eliz, <3 Last blogged @ 4:03 PM  Gift of a friend Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself 'Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone It's easy to feel like you don't need help But it's harder to walk on your own You'll change inside when you realize The world comes to life and everything's bright From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side That helps you to find the beauty you are When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend The gift of a friend Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared And there through the highs and the lows Someone you can count on, someone who cares Beside you wherever you'll go You'll change inside when you realize The world comes to life and everything's bright From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side That helps you to find the beauty you are When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend And when your hope crashes down Shattering to the ground you, you feel all alone When you don't know which way to go And there's no signs leading you home, you're not alone The world comes to life and everything's bright From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side That helps you to find the beauty you are When you open your heart and believe in When you believe in, when believe in the gift of a friend Last blogged @ 12:51 AM someone ask me what is life really about?
thinking/research in process..... i will get back to you when i find the answer to that question. Last blogged @ 12:03 AM  for this case, i don get to look at you everyday. so those words could come out easily. not words but feeling are hidden and run away. I never give up, but if u do. Let me know.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:07 PM Pisces is the most considerate and compassionate sign out of all the signs of the zodiac. In keeping with those qualities, the Pisces woman is the one who is most willing and able to listen to other people’s problems and, who will offer endless support and comfort. The Pisces woman’s emotional openness can also become her greatest challenge since the fish swims within the oceans and seas being areas of wide expanses and limitless depths. The Pisces girl can swim about in an endless sea of emotions with no shore in sight and, as result, can end up absorbing so much emotional energy from her environment that she can become drained of vitality, causing her to withdraw into herself in the manner of a self-imposed exile of solitude. This is the most mystical of the signs and the Pisces girl is aware that there is an invisible world; as result she can often feel overly burdened by the restrictions and responsibilities of the practical realities of the life in which she lives. It is not uncommon for some Pisces women to endeavor to overcome the pressures of everyday life through forms of addiction. These girls can be related to the Fish that swim downstream. The alternative, are the Fish who swim upstream, represented by those Pisces girls who take a path in life that brings them consciously into contact with their deep spiritual nature. Such woman can be found working, or involved with, charities and/or organizations of a distinctly humanitarian orientation. February 20 BirthdayYOUR SIGN - Pisces YOUR ELEMENT - Water YOUR RULERS - Neptune, Jupiter, Venus The Astrological Interpretation The February 20 Pisces tends to be a very charitable person who is always willing to give of themselves. The question is, where are your reserves? Even though you know that the universe provides, remember that you are a part of that universe and have to learn how to provide for yourself. You must respect your limitations, and this requires that you learn how to create them. Your difficulty can be in your ability to distinguish the differences between your individual feelings and the emotional pressures that arise from the world around you. This is where times of solitude can play a vital role in your life so, take the time that you need to be alone and use it wisely. You will prove of much more value and be available to others when you insist that you time for yourself. February 20 projects as a placid and easygoing nature birth date. This is until it is challenged and then it can display a very firm and formidable power. The trick will be to know when to let things drift and when to fight. Depending on your birth time, your birthday may fall on the degree of the fixed star Fomalhaut. This is one of the royal stars of the Persians that was called the “Watcher of the South”. At that time and location it inaugurated the winter solstice. The February 20 birth date retains a sense of importance and it likes to be surrounded with objects that confirm it sense. Royal purple is a very good color for you. One of the methods of calculating the value of this day results in a prime number that always indicates something special and unique. If 20 February is your birthday then you are probably quite used to being looked upon by your friends and colleagues as something of an eccentric and, since this day also has a strong Cancer energy running through it, you may tend to take these views somewhat to heart and find them a little upsetting. If you carry a piece of moss agate, you will find it easier to see that any such comments are generally intended in an affectionate way. February 20 has a link with all shades of blue, but make sure that you have plenty of vibrant crimson and emerald green in your home to avoid quite literally getting the blues. Decorate your home with chests of all sorts: jewellery, cedar, and bridal. The concept of having a treasure chest is that, while it is beautiful in itself, it contains things that are both of interest and tantalizing to you. Always value the cautious aspect of your nature, but alternatively, try not to fade to much into the background. Keep your personal power glowing with amethyst crystals and lavender bath salts. The ideal way to relax is a walk by the water, appreciating the industrious squirrels, and then soak in a hot tub. Your special magic numbers are: 4 and 6 The twentieth day of the second month reduces to four, and the number four represents the number of measuring, recording, and tabulation. This is the pathway to gaining a consciousness of how things in life are related and, how one activity or action can affect all other aspects around you. Look at world trade and the aspects of international economics as example of how any success is dependent upon each participant’s willingness to contribute their part in affairs. The fifty-first day of the year reduces to the number six, and the number six adds a yearning for balance and beauty to your outlook and life. To understand the patterns existent within an area of apparent chaos and confusion take a visit to a local general public market. Watch it filled with a wealth of traders, numerous colors, sights, sounds, smells and the hectic activities and sounds of all types of folks and their excited children. Take in and sense the richness of these numerous inter-related activities. To boost your emotions try some items comprising of Citrine or rose quartz.Last blogged @ 10:28 PM I pretend to be normal, but it gets boring in my life, someone asked me out plsssss... o__O Last blogged @ 6:57 PM Awesome! Going to give it a try! need some help here. =)
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:48 PM Last night, sweetheart went to bed quite early, 10pm. He wanted to wake up for Man United match at 3.45am. Confirm have to sleep early in order to survive throughout the day (working). Since I finish the videos on crayon shin chan videos @ facebook. I decided to watch the two movies I downloaded on bitorrent, Yogi Bear and Season of the Witch. Both of the movies super duper awesome. Yogi and Bobo bear soooo cute. Season of the witch was about some devil/ witches. My favourite kind of movie! =). Watched till 1.45am. And it was time for bed. =)  
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:36 AM You know that...when I hate you, it is because I love you. To a point of passion that unhinges my soul.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:00 PM Say my name like it's the last time, Live today like its your last night, We want to cry but we know its alright, Cause I'm with you and your with me, Butterflies, butterflies..we were meant to fly, You and I, you and I... colors in the sky, We could rule the world someday, somehow But we'll never be as bright as we are now. We're standing in a light that won't fade, Tomorrow's coming but this won't change, Cause some days stay gold forever. The memory of being here with you is one I'm gonna take my life through, Cause some days stay gold forever. Promise me you'll stay the way you are, Keep the fire alive and stay young at heart, When the storm feels like it could blow you out Remember, you got me and I got you.. Cause we are butterflies, butterflies... we were meant to fly, You and I, you and I... colors in the sky, When the innocence is dead and gone, these will be the times we look back on. We're standing in a light that won't fade, Tomorrow's coming but this won't change, Cause some days stay gold forever. The memory of being here with you is one I'm gonna take my life through, Cause some days stay gold forever. I won't, I won't let your memory go Cause your colors they burn so bright, Who knows, who knows what tomorrow will hold But I know that we'll be alright Butterflies, butterflies... we were meant to fly, You and I, you and I... colors in the sky, We could rule the world someday, somehow But we'll never be as bright as we are now. We're standing in a light that won't fade, Tomorrow's coming but this won't change, Cause some days stay gold forever. The memory of being here with you is one I'm gonna take my life through, Cause some days stay gold forever.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
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Friday, March 11, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:34 AM Went kbox and kaijun happened to saw this title. He picked the song and sang (Y).
Sunday, March 6, 2011
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Saturday, March 5, 2011
Last blogged @ 1:40 PM  Worthless~ Last blogged @ 12:28 AM boring friday night~
Last blogged @ 12:08 AM  took your dreams back from the well, 'cause it made you break your heart i'd give back everything ive have made to take your heartache take your pain tell me where and when to start and i know some day when this madness ends, that you'll be like everybody else, better take your hand for the final dance cause i don't wanna be by myself, i keep on wondering why (i keep on wondering why) your dead famous so keep believing the lie thats between us believe the lies that sold the papers remember words are there to break us tell me how did it go wrong and i know some day when this madness ends that you'll be like everybody else, better grab this chance as i take your hand cause i don't wanna be by myself i keep on wondering why (i keep on wondering why) your dead famous so keep believing the lie thats between us i keep on wondering why (i keep on wondering why) your dead famous so come on open your eyes, beleive us and i know some day when this madness ends that you'll be like everybody else, better grab this chance as i take your hand cause i don't wanna be by myself i keep on wondering why (i keep on wondering why) your dead famous, so keep believing the lie thats between us i keep on wondering why ( i keep on wondering why) your dead famous, so come on open your eyes, believe us
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Last blogged @ 8:54 PM 2/3/2011- TOMORROW! is the last paper and is the last day of school!!! i am so happy and sad at the same time. melodramatic elizabeth. that's me! happy that i can enjoy my long holidays with my friends and hx. sad because i have to leave NP and some of my friends. they will be busy doing their stuff, ns and uni. All will be separate! sighs! i want ice cream! i saw this from fb. so funny!!
 Last blogged @ 1:16 PM I saw this article which i guess helps most of us in gaining energy, which we really need to mug our exams and as well as working 5 days a week. Feeling tired all the time? Can’t seem to get yourself going in the morning and desperate to flop into bed at night? Follow these few simple tweaks to your daily eating habits and double your energy levels in just five days! Drink at least two litres of water every day Strong tea, coffee and alcohol will not only impair your body’s ability to sleep and absorb essential energy producing vitamins and minerals but they may leave you dehydrated too. Dehydration results in reduced blood volume which ultimately means your ability to transport all the essential ingredients for energy such as blood sugars (glucose), iron, and oxygen around your body is greatly reduced leaving you feeling tired, heavy and apathetic. Graze don’t gorge A skimpy breakfast, a hurried lunch, and a huge evening feast is about the least energy-efficient eating schedule imaginable. Instead, eat a good sized breakfast, a moderate lunch and supper and add in a mid-morning and mid-afternoon snack such as a piece of fruit or a handful of mixed nuts and seeds. Eating little and often is a great way to prevent tiredness as it provides your body with energy as and when it needs it throughout the day. |
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