Sunday, November 28, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:33 PM

i do not know what am i doing. but i think i am getting serious in it. I cant be doing this. I have my own principle. no bgr for 2 years. Many told me what if the right one come. I will never know too. I jus have to endure and stop the feeling from the growing. I am sorry if i did sth to make u uncomfortable. I know what did happened. I was just testing you out. Eventually you insisted not to tell me. I know.When i know about it, I felt sorry for you and wanted to be nice to you. However, my own weird feeling become stronger which i have to stop. I have mood swing about what you say blah blah. I know what is the feeling. The feeling of ......... I just need time. and you did told me it was just a joke. Which I take it so seriously.. How foolish I am to believe all your sweet talks.