Saturday, November 6, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:19 AM

I was listening to "wedding dress" - Taeyang (big bang). This song remind of you. Once you told me that this song should have played to me before I was with TJ or something about the lyrics that should be told me before I was with TJ. During that time, I should be clear that you always have been mind about it from the start. Why was I so blind and deaf??? You mentioned so many times about why I did not choose you first blah blah. Means so much that you mind about it. I should not have agree to any of your suggeston. I was just in love blind that period of time. I was. I have to admit. Knowing it now was so late. I blame myself and I hate you for treating me this way. You cant forget about it and even you said you try but cant. What about us??? Did you think about US? So it was you. You love yourself so much, why now you just date yourself. LOVE IS ABOUT TWO PERSON, NOT ONE!!!. I KNOW THAT YOU SAID THAT WE NEED TO TWO HANDS TO CLAP, BUT ONE HAND REMAIN AT STATIONARY POSITION, THE OTHER HAND STILL CAN CLAP WITH IT RIGHT. But you rather run away from it. I GUESS NOT ALL LOVE CAN OVERCOME EVERYTHING. THE FACT WAS JUST A MYTH. LIAR LIAR... YOU ARE A LIAR TOOOOO...