Starting today. I will a start brand new ME. I have changed my blog skin and tag box. I was so childish when I was back then. I was always trouble with love/relationship. I have to love myself more and more. No man can eventually cause a woman to shed tear for them, those exceptions are all jerks, assholes and bastards. I know I said a lot of vulgarity for the recent posts, cause I have to vent my anger out. I need sometime alone (single) and calm my soul and body to an ease. I cried and cried, my body and heart is getting weaker. As for my soul, I have to reflect my mistake made. Just another 2 months, 2010 will be soon over. I am looking for the brand new NEW YEAR. This year, I had too many thing happened in my life, loves, family and friends. Many times I wanted to collapse when knowing that I cant find friends when i need them the most. When I type this, my tears slowly rolled down my chin. Funny right. How silly I am, to be away from all my friends from so long. But I decided to open up to some of my close friends I use to know and have since I was in secondary one. U know who are you =). Loves. " You do not need love to survive, but you need friendship to live". I am grateful to know her. <3.