Saturday, June 5, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:46 PM

Last chapter of my story ended here. I am sick and tired. =(. anyway, i just deactivated my fb. so yea. it is just temporary i guess or maybe not..

i cant slp at night wondering many thoughts in my mind. thinking why why why??? and missing my dad at the same time. wondering why i am treated this way where by love is not always with me. maybe it was my fate to be single forever, maybe..

i am really serious in this love but my mood and temper just simply cant control. now, nothing is beyond my control, he hate me and told me everything was different. so sad =(.. tear rolling down my cheeks. I wish there are life saver line now. (like 50/50, chances or forgiveness). i am really sorry

u are so near, yet the feeling are so far...